muffled
5/26/15

i try to speak,
but no one hears.
my thoughts are muffled,
stuck in my brain
with no way out.
but speaking is easier
when no one is there
to hear me.
when the only person
i have to impress
is myself.
words are more eloquent,
sentences are more smooth.
i win every argument
and feel good about it.
then, i walk outside,
into a whole world
that i have to face,
and, once again,
i am muffled.
no clear speech, at all.
words are basic,
and sentences are jagged.
but muffled words
are better than
no words at all.